Writing is therapeutic for me, so a lot of times when I’m stressed or feeling down, I like write out my thoughts and feelings.  Writing also helps me sort out my problems and/or motivate myself into facing my greatest fears and biggest life challenges.

But there are times, like today, when I’m doing really good and just don’t feel the need to write about it.

Actually, I was barely home today.  I went up to Del Mar and Solana Beach, and then further up the coast to Encinitas.  All beautiful coastal towns in San Diego County.  Took lots of pictures.  You can see them in my MySpace photo album.

I just feel good.

On the inside.

My heart is opening up.  Healing.

I have peace.

The future still remains uncertain and largely unknown, but I’m getting much better at walking this path one day at a time.

Received deeksha (oneness blessing) last Sunday.

You should check it out if you ever get the chance.

I’m getting clearer and slowly putting together a plan for my life … or at least the next big step in it.  A meaningful purpose.  And a way to fulfill that purpose.

Old issues don’t bother me any more.  Like, I don’t care that I’m a virgin.  So what.  All that means is I happen to not have much experience in that area right now, but that’s all it means.  I happen to have a lot of experience in other areas of life — writing and publishing a book, starting and running a business, moving across the country, studying and experiencing the supernatural, and a whole lot more — that most people my age and older don’t have much (if any) experience in at all.

We’re all on our own life path.

We need to stop judging ourselves compared to how others are doing, where others are at — or where we “think” we “should” be.

There is no should.

Just be you.  Just be real.

Honor and trust yourself and the path you’ve chosen.

All the experience I have, all the places I’ve been, the things I’ve learned, the accomplishments and discoveries thus far — you never know how they might play a key role in the future.

I’ve been growing a lot lately.  Learning, opening up, exploring, healing, preparing…  I sense change coming.  Change has been my close friend and companion, walking always close beside or just ahead of me, for several weeks now.

But today, I just want to say, I’m doing good.

Feeling good.

Feeling grateful, at peace, and growing in love.

Some fears will sometimes come back.  But I’m learning how not to dwell in them.  Acknowledge them, understand them… but not let them control and consume me all day long.

It was so great being at the beach today.  The fresh air, the blue sky, the open ocean…  Lots of cute girls, in hot bodies, in their bathing suits, too.  Very nice.  I’m so lucky to be living in San Diego.  The energy here is so good.  There’s so much beautiful nature everywhere too.  I love it.  I’m grateful to be living here for however long that time may be.

But for now, it’s late, and I’m tired.  I stayed up all last night writing a new story; something else I enjoy doing.  I wrote until past dawn.  Didn’t get to bed until around 8am this morning.  So needless to say, I’m a bit sleepy and my bed is calling.

So, for now, good night!

Peace, namaste, aloha,
David

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